my days are now filled with food.
thinking about food.
avoiding food.
serving food (i'm a waitress)
i hate food.

and it hates me.
my stomach has shrunk :)
i ate a handful of almonds today and i'm totally full.
i had to go to the grocery store earlier and felt really strong.i didn't buy one thing ( i went with my aunt).
i'm fasting.i fucked up my goal for this week.
i wanted to weigh 6 lbs less by tomorrow, but looks like that won't be happening.
ugh.peace.