so my interview was canceled.it bummed me out so much i took four laxatives...in addition to the two that i've already taken. and i'm considering taking more.i really hate myself right now.i feel worthless.and useless.and all things negative.
i ran about 6 miles yesterday..tired for the same today and made it about a mile and a half before my hip flexer decided to be an asshole and cause me so much pain i had to limp all the way home.
my mom won't leave me alone.she gets on my nerves more than anyone in this world.it's very hard to explain our lack of relationship,so i'll spare you..but the fact that she just..ugh..even thinking about typing all of this nonsense out is making me frustrated...so i won't.i'll just breathe and let it be.
i haven't changed out of my pajamas all day.
that's the kind of day i've had.full of bum-ness and loser induced lameness.
i even tried to be creative.
tried being the operative word.
i fail at life.
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