turn around

what a day today has been!
light night i drempt of losing all of my hair after washing it with dog shampoo...i know it's weird, but stressing out about things before i fall asleep makes me have crazy dreams.
anyways, thanks to jd's suggestion i'm now the proud owner of folic acid AND bioton..and flintstones vitamins and b12 and c supplements..my hair better grow back or i'll be pissed.

so i had a scheduled interview at 4 at ihop...it was a ghetto ihop so i was a bit apprehensive about going in the first place..then at 3:46 as i'm sitting in my car ( because i have anxiety about everything, punctuality included) and my phone rings..and it's the job that i've been wanting!! it's a secretarial position at a place where they lease apartments..so i'd be at a desk for 40+ hours a week, but it's $12/hr with health care AND a 401k plan!!! and it's about 5 minutes away from my house.score!! that's also 9 hrs a day where i won't be able to eat or have food available to be consumed! good thing i have no aversion to running after work, because that's what i'll be doing ( if i get the job..and i WILL)

this makes me soooo happy. i've been unemployed for THREE WEEKS! way too much time to myself. i feel soo good about this..it's distracted me from my fat assness for the moment.

seriously, i had planned on weighing 130 by tomorrow..i'm 134.so that just means by july 15 ( my b-day AND my second goal date) i have to be 125. which is doable, i just have to bring down the hammer and quit being a little bitch.

oh here are my stats..

starting weight ( not really accurate b/c i've known ana for about 9 years now) as of december 2008 : 167

lowest weight ( about 7 years ago) :109

current weight: 134

goal 1: 130
goal 2: 125
goal 3: 120
goal 4: 115
goal 5: 110
goal 6: 105
goal 7: 100
ULTIMATE GOAL: 95 :)

i'm barely 5'2'' and my goals are set with in 15 day increments.

well, i think this is getting boring and long. sorry if you fell asleep reading this!

xoxo
Stephanie