I've started a new chapter

So I made my move. On wednesday night we pulled in after a 13 hour drive.it was rough. but i've lost some poundage. it might be because my living quarters are on the third floor and by belongings are very heavy.
i feel odd.
'happy'
when i feel like this i normally eat more then my 400 calorie limit.
and that's what i have been doing.
and still losing weight.
this is messing with my head.

some family picnics are coming up soon.
oh how i despise them. it's gives some people who are suspicious a reason to call me out. "Oh stephanie, why aren't you eating? pasta salad doesn't have meat in it, you can eat it. here have some banana pudding. if you don't start eating more you'll waste away."

wow,thanks guys. it just makes me want food lee when you bring attention to it. it makes me feel like you're looking at me. and if you're looking at me then you're looking at my fat.

soooo.the job search is on.
my first month of rent is waived.exciting.

i've decided to post a pic of my fatty thighs and you can see my flabby arms too.
yucky.