dizzy sky makes me dreamy

I feel like a stranger to my own blog.

I don't feel accountable for myself lately.just doing whatever.
i gave blood today.
i almost passed out today.twice.at the blood bank.

the most horrible feeling.all sweaty and hot and nauseous.
the phlebotomists put 3 ice packs on my to cool me down.
i ended up driving home and taking a 4 hour nap.
the "good meal" i was supposed to eat 4-6 hours later consisted of 2 watermelon balls,3 vanilla waffers,a small granny smith apple with peanut butter and some cottage cheese...not all at once.i did eat some homemade granola and fruit before i went in.
now i feel full and out of it.

tomorrow is 'packing up everything i own and putting it in a trailer' day.
then,moving day.
time goes by so fast.

I wanted to go running today-something i haven't done in a long ass time.but my near passing out episode squashed those plans.
i'm going to try and fit it in tomorrow.i still have to get an oil change,pick the trailer up from u-haul,finish some packing,load everything into said trailer,laundry,shower,family stuff,make sure everything is actually ready to go,yadda yadda.

the drive is going to be a bitch. 13 hours of road time. good thing i hate eating when i travel.makes me all bloated.yuch.

i think i'll take some laxatives tonight o clean me out so i'll be completely empty by wednesday.to ave myself from causing any accidents i'll probably eat something small that morning.and tons of coffee.

some of my friends here want to hang out, so i must be going.
if anyone is interested in a texting buddy let me know.i have one now and she's awesome, but the more people to keep me accountable the better :)

good night ladies and gents