Friday, May 7, 2010

stuipd stupid stupid

fucking.ass.bitch.
buhh.
i don't even want to share what i UNCONSCIOUSLY ate today.but i'm going to because i'm ashamed.
yogurt with fruit and granola (i'm fine with this..this is before work)
(during and after work)
french fries...um excuse me stomach, you haven't eaten french fries in over a month.what.the hell.
3 cookies...again.what the hell.
oh.
i guess i haven't eaten that much.
i drank a ton of water today, like,90 oz...so i guess my stomach is just super full from that? and that's what's making me extremely uncomfortable.
i feel like i've eaten soooo much today.
b/c of this feeling, i've taken 2 more laxatives...that's about my 4th dose in three days.
i also bought calorie control from jillian micheals.i hope it controls my appetite.
whatever.
i still feel shitty.
good night.

1 comment:

  1. huh?
    that wasn't bad at all. good job on your water intake too.

    xoxo zen

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