everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

I'm freaking out.
I'm getting my headshots done tomorrow.
I'm bloated. and my eyebrows are bushy.
I can fix my brows,but being bloated is a bitch.
I took some test shots of myself last night,I don't look horrible,but I could look better. I'm debating whether or not I should take laxatives and my water pills to get rid of the puffiness.
I know I'm going to do my ab work soon, and I probably shouldn't stay up longer than I have too....BUT, I'd rather have dark circles than a bloated tummy.
I've been drinking water like i've been deprived for days...water pushes water so I don't understand why I'm just holding it in.buhh
tomorrow and thursady i'm off from work I'm going to fast. i ate pretty decent things today. apple slices with a tiny bit of peanut butter, a granola bar,and a popsicle that was 15 calories.
maybe it's nerves.
OR MAYBE I"M JUST A COW

whatever. I'm just going to take the laxatives.hope that does the trick.
wish me luck tomorrow.